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12 August 2008 @ 10:28 pm

i didnt occupy alot of your time

i just need your prescene in life

i didnt need you to achieve alot of things yet

i just need you to be by my side

and i know everything's gonna be okay

for life is simple

for life you dont always get a second chance

for life you cherish every minute

for life is suppose to be meaningful

for life is hope

i wanna face life without regrets

i wanna make things right

i wanna give my best

i wanna be contented

/ continued.

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10 August 2008 @ 11:31 pm

who is someone that needs to be cherish?

me!

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06 August 2008 @ 11:39 pm

chee is the best =)

( i am so going to pensacola. weeeeeeeee :*) )

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05 August 2008 @ 11:13 pm

swirly mind.

mixed feelings

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20 July 2008 @ 10:08 pm

how am i going to describe my own birthday

even thou thru out the whole chalet there were some unhappy stuffs.

at the same time i see whose my true friend and not.

still, i am happy and thankful for those who came. thanks for making my birthday a memorable one. hope all of you enjoyed yourself because i would look back and say i did =)

many thanks to people like sunny who bbq the whole night for me. hearing my rants way before the actual day. max who drove me to supermarket to get all the non-food item. the same goes to eric. jonathan who helped me to fetch my friends/stuffs down to check in. siying who made the syrup drink for me (i have no idea how did it taste like, cos i didnt get any sip of it). enghan who provided the yummy potato salad.

i know if i m gonna name all the people out it will soooo long so i will jus upload the links for photos so. let the pictures do the talking.

i felt really loved receiving all the wishes and presents.

thank you

and also the love came all the way from pensacola. it was abit late but lovely!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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18 June 2008 @ 01:25 am

had dinner with sunny at MIHARU @ 1 nanson rd. gallery hotel. ichiban ne!! d^^b

it was a last minute thing to meet up and RAHHH. thanks for making time for me despite your busy schedule.

ramen was superb. meidiya was funnn. looking at the over-priced air flown vegetables. strolling down boatquay with the breeze blowing at our face.

as i said.

it's been a year. we are growing old'er neighbour!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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16 June 2008 @ 11:58 pm

beautiful ol' song, yef iw

something i guess i will never be

listening to jiang hui's song

you kno what i want to say right

i know you know

but i shant speak

until i am okay to speak

work's going into another form - routine.

erm it's not that, unbearable. it just became habit, not hobby.

so my latest hobby is to hide under my blanket

as if it helps time to get away, and eventually i will get some rest

and when time passes alittle , it stop the pain and calms me down alittle.

anyway.

i need to get some sleep real soon because i culdnt realy sleep lastnight. blame it on the time i spent under my blanket. and then, it got me thinking bout 'us'

back to school lifes.

back to the very first time when you did something, (helping a granny to cross the rd while we had to cross the rd. ) that touched my heart.

i knew i saw something in you that i dont get to see easily.

the 1st time you hold my hand to cross the road.

the time we sat by the beach. did nothing but watch the sun set.

etc.

something or nothing

believe and yet dont believe

its going no where

but at least

i know how my heart felt back then.

once again. i dont have to prove anything

like how i didnt prove anything.

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15 June 2008 @ 01:22 pm

it's been months that i really update something. life's been dull boring, and uninteresting. so i will just talk about what's been happening.

confirmation.
officially, 9 days to go. three months.long or short? that's a tough question but i know i have to presevere....let say another 21mths.

movie affairs.
caught kongfu panda last week and the happening yesterday.kongfu panda is nice. comical and funny while the happening is not that to my liking.

food paradize.
nydc, changing appetite and the caffe bar.
tried the caffe bar at parkway parade few weeks ago. it was pretty good. thumbs up. ^^b i love their pasta. even thou the variety is quite common that you can find elsewhere but their ingridients are fresh and theres just something bout that pasta that aste good. For changing appetite, the backribs was nice. it reminds me of the billy bomber we had last year december. rahh i wanna go pensacola!

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15 June 2008 @ 02:25 am

i am back

from a long hiatus

stay tune for updates

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04 March 2008 @ 06:05 am

actually,

i didnt know it would hurt this much

sometimes i wish im just alittle dumb-er

or my 6th sense doesnt work so well.

be it feeling wise or matter wise.

so life's like a rollercoaster, as usual,as always.

like always, i hope/wish/want to be real

but i guess thats really really hard

with someone who cares too much for u

trying too hard in this case.

i just wannt to feel real.

i just want to be accepted and love the way i am.

at the same time i know i miss my super super pp

ur presence makes a whole lot differernt to me

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21 February 2008 @ 06:10 pm

Once again,its study break period.rahhh
and Now im mugging at the usual place w my sheep.:)
bought donut factory on my way here.o well that cheese donut was heavenly tasteeeee.
i have this feel overwhelming feeling taking over me.
Over and over and it makes me feel as weak as ever.but i know it is inevitable..
Change is a constant thing
unavoidable.and inevitable.

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17 January 2008 @ 01:38 am

after two nights of unstable emotions,

i am drained.

you see. when i am ok and fine to emo.

i am perfectly okay. peace and calm.

when i need to be okay but i wasn't

these are really crap.

and i screwed myself, maybe its more of studies, all these time, again and again.

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07 January 2008 @ 01:56 am

will it be a joke.
another JOKE.
sparks.vs butterflyfeelings
i think i know the answer

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05 January 2008 @ 06:55 am

my beloved friend asked me "what is the best thing that happened to you in 2007"
it took me awhile to answer but it is not becos i have got no answer
deep down my heart knows the answer clearly.
the best thing could ever happen is knowing all of all of them
and all these memories are precious to me. esp the ones that are really close to me.

as the end of the month draw nearer. the feeling got heavier. i know this is going to end somewhere and mark as to be continued one and half years later...so many times ,i cant help with the feeling and i can only weep over the departure of my friend.

but it is also because of the beautiful memories
that makes the parting miserable
so i answered him that the last few months of 2007 is the best time for me

seriously, i think i will look really awful at the airport one month down the road.

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04 January 2008 @ 07:00 pm

i have been rather whinny for the past few days. the thought of my gonna be so busy schedule just turn me off. it sucks to start a new year like this. yet from another perspective, i might survive 2008 if i can survive this mth.

like i've told jy......................it is gonna be physically, emotionally, logically and i always forget whats the last one. yes MENTALLY. hard on me this january.

MY SCHEDULE for the whole month

1. Nafa on 9th ( and yes you know i can never clear my standing boardjump plus i have not run for YEARRSSS)
2. DCM project due on 11th
3. mid sem test on the week on 14th
4. one of my dear friend is leaving=(
5. my mum's friend daughter is coming to singapore and gonna stay at my place for a month (so you must be thinking,what is this gonna affect me. i have to tend to her needs. give her tender loving care so she wont feel lonely nor neglected. no late nights out nor late coming home. )
6. ll be still rushing my FinalYRproject and submission on 28th.

thanks for talking to me when i am feeling so stressed out.
when there's nothing you can ask for
or when you dont ask for anything.
it seems like every little thing matters
every little thing matters

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01 January 2008 @ 08:53 pm

Straightjacket Feeling

first it was christmas and next was new year's eve
i ll upload the photos into the previous entry another day.

and now it's 2008

time is passing by really quickly.

every year bound to have both good and bad memories. ups and downs.
looking back 2007, it is definitely the turning point whereas
the good things turned bad. bad things turned worse
and i lost someone really really dear to me.
someone who has stoody by me all these years
someone who has seen the good and ugly side of me
someone who is more than just a friend/helping hand
someone i have been thru so much with
someone that i put closest to the heart
someone i believed he is still the same person i knew
someone i believed deep down somewhere he still care as much
someone i hope he will do much better for the new year without someone like me

if i am gonna list all out. this post will never end i guess....
so now just like the straightjacket feeling song

i hope you will move on just like the song.
i hope the heavy feeling will go away one day
i hope living life differently from now on
you will be someone you want to be and love the way you are. =)
thanks for the sms you sent me on 30th
else i guess i will not have the courage to msg u

and i wanna thank all the people that came into my life in 2007
regardless if you are still in, or out now
thanks for being part of me and my life. thanks for everything.

New year resolution

i will be stronger this year.

i will be healthy. be fit and keep unwanted doink doink away.

i will be passionate to dance.

i will cherish people around me

errrrrrrm.

wadelse. i guess it is all about being stronger. and feeling better.

:D:D:D:D:D:D

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01 January 2008 @ 06:20 pm

to be continued

my bubble love.

for the last weekend i had so much fun and laughters.

HAJI LANE TRIP NO2.
went ansley birthday celebration with fenn.
caught national treasure
new year's eve dinner @ clarkquay jumbo and watched body19

( ansley the 3 years o baby's birthday )

( haji lane trip no.2 )

( new year's eve. <3 )

the below link consist of me trying clown dress and we ended up laughing like crazy inside. fenn & melon's forfeit for truth/dare......hope my friends wont kill me for posting this.

Thanks for the memories.

( the funniest moments. :D )

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28 December 2007 @ 11:46 pm

HAJI LANE. = heaven

went to haji lane. it's so cool! lotsa lotsa goodies. but ofcos not cheap also

if you ask me. i would say life is good. &&below are some pictures taken by melon's camera.
after haji lane, we had steamboat at bugis.then went to ahchew dessert house which brought back some good memories of my best companion.

( more pictures here. )

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28 December 2007 @ 09:41 am

beautiful friday morning and im in the lab alone waiting for sheep/the crazy project leader & member to reach
so i re-do the colour test. and the result is somewhat different.

You are finding the present situation extremely demanding and you're having difficulty coping with it. A great deal of strain is involved and you would really like everyone and everything to leave you alone for a while, just so that you can put everything into perspective.

Your involvements seldom measure up to your high emotional expectations and your 'needs' to be 'loved' and 'cared for' have in the past often led to extreme disappointment. But a change is in the wind - make a firm decision to start anew. Just 'think' it..and it will happen.

You are an emotional, sincere and impressionable individual experiencing frustration and unnecessary stress. You are carried away by other people's enthusiasm and looking for that idealised relationship, be it in a business or personal situation, which you are able to share with a mutual depth of understanding. You have lowered your defences in the past and you have been hurt, so you are now extremely wary of being exploited. You are still ready to trust people on the condition that they are prepared to offer you proof of their sincerity.

Matters are not all that they would appear to be and you are critical of the existing conditions which you feel are confused and disorganised. You are therefore looking for a modus operendi which will simplify the situation so that you will be able to see the 'trees in the woods'.

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25 December 2007 @ 04:10 am

the very first lonely xmass.

i ponder over what i should type with many mixed feelings. jy just put down the phone ~~again~~. i dont know whats the problem with us. why did i even feel disappointed. but i guess is okay.. really okay. even if it was some misunderstanding. tomorrow i will wake up and remember nothing bout why i am feeling sad over now.

song of the day : because i love you by shaking steven

my heart felt like bleeding all day long. while i enjoyed myself and laughing like crazy. it only stops the bleeding for a second.

i dont trust feelings

but that is the best thing you can ever have in life

i have two person i wish to see the most (excluding the people i met)

the 1st one. he doesnt wish to see me.

the 2nd one. i told myself if this person tt makes me happy has to go, jus have to say gudbye. i didnt managed to see him but im glad fate has broght us to meet.

i dont know. i just know i almost couldnt control

jsut shoot/stab me

i will be better off with that

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